The Darkest Stark
This Tony has spent a large chunk of his life under Loki's control, and his mental health has paid the price.
[NSFW and Horror Content on occasion.]
[Track Tag is thedarkeststark / darklystark]
It was raining when Dummy woke up, heavy drops weighing down the spring leaves. He rolled over, curled up on his side so he could watch out the window and listen to the soothing sound. The once robot took the week off, escaping to Tony’s home in the country. It got the least use, but it was Dummy’s safe haven when he needed to take some time to himself. Not necessarily by himself, but just time where he could relax.
The country house was of course tricked out in usual Tony style and Jarvis had a full link up to the mainframe. The location was something Dummy just loved. It was a few feet back into the woods, acres of land all around it. Some days Dummy wondered about settling in here for good and having a multitude of animals. Tony would miss him, though, if he were gone for too long.
But, he was here for now, with someone he deeply cared about. And that is all that he needed.
Tony knew Dummy was at the country house, and waited a few days before texing him. He knew Dummy had wanted some alone time.
[Text] [Are you having fun, Darling?]
There is a surprise waiting for Tony when he comes to bed tonight.
Well,Well…What do I have here?
“A little surprise for you, love. Do you like it?”
“I do indeed…seeing you with restraints is always good. And…” He glanced down. “I hear buzzing.”
There is a surprise waiting for Tony when he comes to bed tonight.
Well,Well…What do I have here?
(via rightful--king)
[x]
Tony, stop squishing your grandson!
But look at hi widdle FACE! Hello There, Christopher.
Loki held onto Tony. “R-Really? Do you think that’s a good idea?”
“I think we’ve both been grieving and sad. And I think its time we tried again.” He nodded.
He trembled slightly. “What if it happens again?”
“….Then we will make it through it together.” Tony knew that if something happened, and it happened again, they probably wouldn’t try again. Not for a long time.
Loki held onto Tony. “R-Really? Do you think that’s a good idea?”
“I think we’ve both been grieving and sad. And I think its time we tried again.” He nodded.
Loki trembled when Tony touched him, but he pressed back into the contact, letting out another sob.
Tony wrapped his arms around Loki, keeping him close. “I love you so much,baby. Love you…” He hummed.
He turned over in Tony’s arms and held him tightly, burying his face in Tony’s shoulder. “E-Everytime I think I’m okay… I’m just not,” he whispered.
”..Maybe…Maybe its time…we tried again.” Tony said quietly.
Loki trembled when Tony touched him, but he pressed back into the contact, letting out another sob.
Tony wrapped his arms around Loki, keeping him close. “I love you so much,baby. Love you…” He hummed.
Loki curled up, squeezing his eyes shut. His entire body was tensed, arms clutched in protection around his belly, as if he were still protecting the baby who had never had an opportunity to grow or be born. He tried to remain silent, but he let out a strangled sob, then muffled his cries into the blankets.
“/Sir/”
“Shh, Jarvis, I need to fin-“
“/Sir, Loki is crying in the bedroom./”
Tony paused, and then sighed, shutting his work down, and headed up stairs. He pushed the door open slowly. “…Baby?”
